Let your unfailing love surround us, LORD, for our hope is in you alone. (Psalm 33:22)

I am being attacked. No, not physically, but emotionally and spiritually.

Where do I go? Who do I have?

I want to lean on friends, loved ones. I want to eat all the food that will give comfort. I want to collapse in a soggy heap. I feel like wandering around asking if anyone cares. Being a WAHM limits my exposure to adults who can see my emotional need and tend to me.

But maybe I’m not to be tended to. Maybe I need to learn how to lean on my Father. Maybe I need to put my hope in Him. Alone.

But I am trusting you, O Lord,
saying, “You are my God!”
My future is in your hands.
Rescue me from those who hunt me down relentlessly.
Let your favor shine on your servant.
In your unfailing love, rescue me. (Psalm 31:14-16)